http://saip.modblog.com

Thats my new address. I dont why am I doing this. Too many options I guess. I hope this is the one for me ;)

So see you at the new place.

Should I be sorry if this caused any inconvenience to you? Do let me know and I will handle it case by case.

As you wish, it shall be
You will be hearing less from me
Nice to know that you are happy
As you wish, it shall be

You have a path, something of your own
Doesn’t matter if the destination is unknown
Thought I will be your friend in this journey
If you don’t want it, as you wish, it shall be

Don’t know where this path will lead
Nothing will get hurt and nothing will bleed
But everything is over between you and me
You wanted it to end, as you wish, it shall be

Many a thing I did, stupid and foolish
Sacrificed a lot, without being selfish
Learnt my lesson and a little more
Goodbye forever and ...not any more

As you wish, it shall be.

Couple of Calvin Quotes

"This is the most remarkable thing about life. It is never so bad that it cant go worse."

“I imagine bugs and girls have a dim perception that nature played a cruel trick on them, but they lack the intelligence to comprehend the magnitude of it.”

Calvin: Today at school, I tried to decide whether to cheat on my test or not. I wondered, is it better to do the right thing and fail ... or is it better to do the wrong thing and succeed? On the one hand, undeserved success gives no satisfaction ... but on the other hand, well-deserved failure gives no satisfaction either. Of course, most everybody cheats some time or other. People always bend the rules if they think they can get away with it ... then again, that doesn't justify my cheating. Then I thought, look, cheating on one little test isn't such a big deal. It doesn't hurt anyone ... but then I wondered if I was just rationalizing my unwillingness to accept the consequence of not studying. Still, in the real world, people care about success, not principles ... then again, maybe that's why the world is in such a mess. What a dilemma!
Hobbes: So what did you decide?
Calvin: Nothing. I ran out of time and I had to turn in a blank paper.
Hobbes: Anymore, simply acknowledging the issue is a moral victory.
Calvin: Well, it just seemed wrong to cheat on an ethics test.

“Calvin, go do something you hate! Being miserable builds character.”
- Still building character, Nev?

Multiple lives we lead
The words we say
The words we mean
The words we write

Multiple lives we lead
The things we want
The things we deserve
The things we get

When you can’t hold your head high
And all you do is sit and sigh
You want a shoulder, to cry
I’ll be there for you

In sorrow, you drink a bottle of whisky
Your life, like your step, is topsy-turvy
You want someone next to you, calm and steady
I’ll be there for you

Late in the night
A lizard makes you scream in fright
You want someone to turn on the light
I’ll be there for you

I’ll be there for you
But will you be there for me?

When all I do is give
And all you do is take
Did you ever perceive?
This helper does need help

I’ll be there for you
Will you be there for me?

I woke up.
I was sweating profusely as if I was running very hard. My feet were dirty and my legs were scratched. I was bleeding in places.
I look to my left and the bed is empty.
“Where the hell is she?”
I go to the next room to check up on my friends. There is no one in there.
“Where the hell is anyone?”
There was something odd about the entire setting and I couldn’t place my finger on it. As I was walking down the stairs, it hit me. The Silence. The silence was so loud that it was unbearable. I ran down the stairs to the reception desk. There was no one there. I look out and see my car parked at the entrance. All the doors were open. The engine was still warm. No keys were to be found.
There was no one in sight. It was full moon and the entire road and the pine trees were bathed in moonlight.

There was a faint light deep in the trees. I could hear some vague voices coming from that direction. I was drawn involuntarily to that light. When I got close enough, what I saw took my breath away. There were more than 30 people standing in a circle. They were covered from head to toe in black robes. Their faces were covered with masks. In the center was a huge fire. Something was being lowered from the top onto the fire. It was she. She was being lowered into the fire. Shocked, I moved backwards and stepped on a twig. The noise was loud enough and they looked at me. I started to run. I was barefoot and running was very tough. I stepped on some acorns and my feet started bleeding. The bushes scratched against my legs. They were gaining on me. And then I heard the shriek. It was totally out of this world. I never heard anything like that before. And then came the smell of burning flesh. The thought of saving her never crossed my mind. I was still running. I saw a small cottage to my left and I ran into it and bolted the door. I was gasping. I sat in the corner, waiting for the inevitable.
Thump! Thump! Thump!
They were knocking at the door. Slowly. Very slowly. They weren’t in a hurry at all.
Thump! Thump! Thump!
It stopped as abruptly as it began. I waited for some time and then went to open the door. I open the door and see my car parked there. The doors were open and the engine was still warm. There were no keys. There is no one in sight. I turn towards the cottage and there was no cottage. Instead, I am standing in front of my hotel. Voices are filling up the air. I think I am going crazy. Sunshine! Blinding light and I can’t see anything.
“Somebody save me. Please. Noooooooooooooooooooooo.”
Silence.

I woke up sweating profusely. It was just a dream. Thank God!
I look at my feet and they are bleeding. I don’t understand it. I look to my left and she isn’t there. I check up on my friends and they aren’t in the room either. I go down to the reception desk. It is empty. I look out and see my car parked at the entrance.

All the doors are open.

I am your life. I am your breath.
I am the hand that will rock you to death.

I am the sun. I am the moon.
I am the bane behind every boon.

I am your enemy. I am your friend.
I am the one who screws you in the end.

I make you laugh. I make you cry.
I give you pain along with joy.

I am the question. I am the answer.
I am the judge, the jury, and the executioner.

I am your truth. I am your lies.
I make you see. Close your eyes.

I am the evil. I am the good.
I am the slow poison in your food.

I kill. I rape. I plunder.
Bow before me and surrender.

You are my face. You are my mask.
You are the puppet. You do what I ask.

I am the saint. I am the sinner.
I am the alpha. I am the omega.
I am the creator. I am the destroyer.
I am your god. I am your master.

I am YOU.


*Inspired by Metallica's Sad But True